Being Ignored = Exanimation

He's finally kind of looking at me.
Not really...
But its something....


During lunch I'm still not getting any glances.
I think I got my first official worthwhile glance today after school.
Talking to Bitch.
Wifey #1 came up and took me away.
She wanted to go to her locker but Mr. Stripes was so close I didn't want to leave.
We were walking by him and yeah...
She shoved me into him... but not really
I stopped myself just in time.
I looked at him and him at me.
I think I kind of smiled and blushed(?)
[I know! A Slunt can blush?!?]
And then we just walked on.
I turned around and saw him looking.
That made my day...
But now that I think about it...
I think I may have imagined half of that....
I mean I don't think that whole thing is one giant delusion but it almost feels that way.
I don't know.
I just want him to notice me. =/

I really don't think I'm asking for too much.
I mean... I just need him to believe our Resident Gossip Girl...
If only he paid attention, my life would be perfect....
-sigh-


Ugh...

I want Mr. Cute Boy to notice me.

I didn't know Slunts could be such hopeless romantics




I'm totally pathetic....