This is exactly what I get for being stupid.
Never let me do something so stupid and impulsive.
Ever again...
I just want to fall down and die now.
Like seriously.
I can't believe I was that stupid and pathetic.
I don't know why I'm not already used to it.
I've never wanted to be someone else more than I do this very second.
I guess that's what I get for just being me...